Just a quick message for the attention of those who don't like my blog.

Don't read it.

Now, I didn't realise that this was such a hard concept to grasp; If you don't like what I have got going on here, then fuck off.

For the rest of you, who do like my blog - I am glad that you get entertainment from my thoughts and please, continue to follow.

In short: If you don't like it; don't complain, just stop reading it.

Everyone is happy.

Simple .

EWDOGUS;VB'HPEWGFUH K

Angry Day

It's been too long since I last felt real anger.

And I really don't appreciate the feeling.

I hate feeling powerless over myself.

I need to get away; go for a walk.

I wish there was something I could say, or something I could do to make something good become of all this mess.

Limpet

Sometimes I can't help but feel like a limpet, and I don't want to feel like a limpet I want to feel like a jellyfish or a shark or a dolphin

Oh for gods sake Lucy this is ridiculous. You are comparing your life to that of marine creatures.

Its just I feel like I'm always clinging on, hanging onto the same old rock and I'm not sure I want to anymore... I want to be free and I want adventure and I want to see the rest of the ocean.

Fuck it. I'm off to have a cup of tea and feel sorry for myself.

Ten things you'll never know about me

1. I am confident not _____.

2. I am not always _____ despite the ____ I put on.

3. I care about my _____ more than you think.

4. I am ______.

5. I will never forget ______.

6. I am not a ______.

7. I have never really felt as though ___________.

8. Just because I never _____ or get _____ it doesn't mean I'm not ______.

9. I smile at least twice a day, once for _____ and once for ______.

10. I will never let myself _____ anything.

Fill the gaps with whatever pleases you. You probably wouldn't believe me if I told you anyway.

Not a lecture, just a question with the best intentions.

Summer is arriving and I am wishing that my close friends who haven't already, will give up the cat before it screws up anything more than it already has. Lets leave the sleepless nights and midnights drives as nothing more than memories before they become a bit harder to forget.

It is possible to have a heart to heart chat with someone without it.

It is possible to stay up all night and have a good time without it.

It will chew you up and spit you out.

So I am asking, without sounding self righteous or boring or hypercritical that you stop with the mcat now.

Please?

Change

I think it is time for change.

That is all I have to say as of yet.

BELIZE

I am in love with the people, the places and the passions of Belize.

It has this awesome atmosphere created by wondrous places and inspirational people .

The nights sky is like nothing I have ever seen before, so vast and free and bright.

Whilst there I have made some friends I am sure I will hold for a lifetime.