Today a certain someone has been playing on my mind, which is very bad indeed because it usually ends in me getting hurt. In particular i am worried that on new year someone is going to stomp on my heart and generally ruin the day... but alas what can one do? very little indeed. So it seems i shall just have to sit back and deal with whatever comes my way, It seems that Lynda Barry was not too far from the truth when she said "Love is an exploding cigar we willingly smoke"